Well, it’s getting crazy! This year has been hard for me! We lost two good people this year. One of them was my uncle almost 90 years old physicist! I remember learning Physics at school from a yellow book. I was proud, cause on the cover was his name (he was the author of that physics book).
Another was a young man, our kids are in the same kindergarten group… that was a tragic death! It was too hard for me, I couldn’t go to the funeral.
In between of all this, I call this year a crazy year, a lot of small bad things are happening all the time and I’m trying to cope… It’s hard! I’m only 36, but I can say that all the series of bad things are too much for my nerves.
I’m not complaining.. at first – crazy year, terrible things are happening to me and my family constantly, but then I realize – I NEED TO LEARN SOMETHING! Maybe this is the hard way, but… THERE IS NO OTHER WAY… RIGHT?!
So, this year is my year… I learn from not being invited to weddings, I learn from losing friends or have fake ones! I learn from how my kids feel and their behavior, I learn from clients, that doesn’t show up… or I forgot about! YES, that happened! I thought it will never happen.. but it happened! I was in the studio 15 minutes late. I cared! I learn from my business partners who don’t care! I learn from all of them about SELF LOVE!
I don’t have to do or be someone. I can change my mind, I can be me and I can choose!
Atticsister, Julie and Roger I’ve been thinking about you!! But I can’t sit down to write a letter at the moment!
My schedule is crazy, cause Nelle started school this September also School of Arts and School of Music! I drive a car. Yes, that is something new to me. I have my driving license for 3 years now, but only now (actually mid-august) I started to drive! So I’ve been picking up girls and drop them at music or art school etc. It’s a full-time job! But I still have studio… so I wonder… how to do all that!?