I think I spent years slowly breaking myself apart. Not intentionally. Just little by little. Putting everyone else first. Ignoring what I needed. Pushing through exhaustion. Forgetting the things that made me feel like me. Until eventually, I realised I had become very good at functioning — but not necessarily at living. I broke apart. … More I Broke Myself Apart
Today is officially the last day of my sick leave. And honestly? I’m not sure anymore what the point of it was. The idea was supposed to be simple: take some time for myself. Rest. Slow down. Let my body and mind recover. Wait for the “pills to start working.” Try to find some kind … More What Is the Point of Sick Leave?
I’ve been struggling lately, feeling like everything around me is too much. Work, home, life—it’s all felt overwhelming. So, I made the decision to take 4 days off from work and do nothing at home. I ignored the chores, let the laundry pile up, and let the dust settle. Instead, I spent the time watching … More Taking a Breather
March passed quickly, and while I didn’t have official goals, plenty still happened! Now that April is here, it’s time to focus on what’s ahead. Spring is in full swing, which means more outdoor work, gardening, and home projects. Here’s what I’m aiming for this month: Home & Renovation Gardening & Outdoor Work Family & … More April Goals & Intentions
The long journey to save my tooth is finally over! Yesterday, I had my fifth and final visit to the dentist. The last filling is in, and I can close this chapter—at least for now. What started with unexpected pain in January turned into a whole saga of cleaning, treating, and restoring the tooth. It’s … More Fifth Dentist Visit – Finally Done!
oday is my birthday! Another year older, another year wiser—at least, that’s what I tell myself. Birthdays are always a mix of emotions for me. On one hand, I don’t like too much attention, but on the other hand, it’s a good moment to reflect on how far I’ve come. Being a Pisces, I naturally … More It’s My Birthday Today! 🎉
Yesterday, we did another 6 hour trip to Riga for my dentist appointment. These visits feel routine, but I can’t say I’ve gotten used to them. The early drive, my anxiety, the stress, and the uncertainty—it all adds up. This time, they filled the canals and sealed them with a temporary filling. Next time—the last … More Fourth Dentist Visit: Another Trip to Riga
Yesterday, I got back from my second trip to the dentist in Riga. Two visits down, two more to go! This time, she removed the nerve, and next time, she’ll widen the canals before finally filling and sealing everything for good. Surprisingly, it wasn’t painful, which is a huge relief. But the real challenge? The … More Another Trip to Riga – Second Dentist Visit Done!
Introduction:I’m excited to set my intentions and focus on what matters most this month. Here’s what I hope to accomplish and how I plan to make the most of these 28 days. Personal Goals: Family & Relationships: Gardening: Fun and Creativity: Renovation: That’s about it, let’s see if I can keep up with the plan … More February: Goals and Intentions
Making the decision to reduce my work hours to 128 hours a month wasn’t easy, but it felt necessary. I love my job and the people I work with. The owner’s values align with mine, and the supportive work environment makes it hard to imagine stepping away. Also, I work from home, so it’s easy … More How I Decided to Reduce My Work Hours to 128 Hours a Month
It’s been far too long since my last proper walk. November, I think? Life has been so hectic—work, renovation, illness, kids—that taking time for myself always felt like a luxury I couldn’t afford. But yesterday, I decided to change that. I laced up my boots, put on my coat, and ventured out for a 5km … More I Finally Went for a Walk
Yesterday, I woke up feeling off—chills running through my body, a runny nose, and a slight temperature creeping in. By the afternoon, I realized it wasn’t just “a bad day.” I wasn’t well. I took the day off today, too, deciding that rest is the best remedy for whatever is brewing. It’s hard to sit … More Is This How It Will Be After 40?
After three weeks of illness, I finally took my first 5km (3.1 miles) walk today. It wasn’t easy—my legs, especially the upper back, felt tight and sore with every step. But I pushed through, soaking in the autumn air and the crunch of leaves underfoot. It felt tough, but also rewarding. I may not be … More Back on Track: My First 5km Walk After Illness
You know that feeling when you’re sick, and life feels like it’s on pause? Then, as soon as you’re better (or “better-ish”), you realize the world didn’t pause with you? That’s where I am right now. First day back to work after being sick, and let me tell you—it’s not a vacation. Working from home … More Double “Get Back” to Normal
Hi everyone, I’m still struggling with a stubborn cough and the occasional spike in temperature. It all started at the end of October, and at first, I thought a few days off from work—using up some of my vacation days—would be enough to get me back to my usual self. I really believed I’d be … More A Lingering Illness…
Today has me bundled up in blankets, chamomile tea by my side, feeling all kinds of achy and exhausted with a sore throat and a slight fever. Not quite the relaxing day off I’d planned! I’ve created a cozy little spot in bed, complete with my favorite mug, some honey-laced tea, and a good book … More Under the Weather and Cozy in Bed
One of the highlights of my workday is my midday 5K walk in the park. With a sitting job, moving around is essential, and this walk helps me meet my step goals while providing a much-needed mental reset. The park is particularly beautiful, especially around the small pond where the ducks gather. Every day, I … More Ducks in the Park: My Midday 5K
I think the pictures say it all, Ilze